Today I've really been missing my two angels in Heaven.
Most days, I do OK. Sometimes, the sadness really gets me. Today, I've been thinking about these angels alot.
My sweet Chandler-bear. My first baby. How I loved you. You had such a sweet spirit about you. You loved that little stuffed dalmatian. You used to talk, babble and smile at that little dog all the time. I remember how you used to struggle to reach out and touch it. We buried you with that little puppy. We had you for almost 7 months. We were so lucky to keep you for as long as we did.
And my little Max. You came 6 years after Chandler. You had light reddish-brown hair, which was different from Chandler and Emily's dark hair. You and Chandler had one of the same nurses in the NICU. I felt so sad that I only had you for 6 weeks. But, I'm thankful for the time I did have with you.
I love and miss you both terribly. I know I will continue to have good days and not so good days. Both of you are forever in my heart. My sweet boys, please know how much I love you. Daddy, Ethan, Emily and I will see you both again one day.